Sunday, February 19, 2012

Reflection #1- Explorations in MBT


Reflect on the content presented these past three weeks and how you have been able to apply your learning thus far as an educator. Reflect on your progress in the course to-date and how you have been able to manage your time. 
 
To kick off our course, we reviewed brain anatomy and how learning happens at the neural level.  I have been talking about these topics to my colleagues and to my students.  My sixth graders were up against a project deadline and I could see that they were extremely stressed.  I had a chat with them about how stress affects our ability to learn effectively.  I had the students take a deep breath and we talked about time management at the middle school level.  After thinking about it, I decided to extend the project deadline as I thought the teachable moment was significant (BT1).

One aspect that can be overlooked is the physical environment (BT2) of a learning space.  Although I try to create a comfortable space in the media lab, recently I have taken care to change it more often.  Changing items on the walls, adding more exemplars (BT3), and talking to the students about it has been interesting.  Students now come in looking for changes and seem to be more involved in the space.  I hope to expand this and have them take ownership of some of those changes.

I also began a 5-minute transition time to the beginning of class.  We did “what would you rather” questions to get us all thinking together.  Even my toughest brain raised her hand and participated!  I am now investigating adding some quick meditation/visualization techniques.

Time management is fine although team work is challenging with differences in approach.  Enjoying the progress!

Sunday, February 5, 2012

Looosah (that's "loser" with a New England accent)

Stress.  Disappointment.

We know that stress has a big impact on learning.  My stress this week came from a timed quiz that could not be retaken.  I have not run into this yet in all the grad level courses I have taken over the past few years. 

I read through the material once and take notes.  I read through it again and look over my notes.  By the end of the week I am reading it a third time and decide to take the quiz (more stress as I do not usually do things this close to deadline).

Only 10 questions and there is a timer, in red numbers, counting down off to the side.  More stress.

A question talks about “near native” status.  Well, I read that a student cannot reach native status after the critical window closes, but certainly can learn a second language.  Only the sounds won’t be native-like.  Is that not “near native”?  Stress, more stress.  What exactly does this question mean?

I try to go over all my questions, but the timer mocks me.  Stressful.  If I second guess myself too much, it defeats me.  No matter as I am already defeated.  Submit.

Stress.  I see the class average and mine is below.  A completely new experience for me and extraordinarily disappointing.  I feel like a young student does when they believe the teacher is out to trick them with oddly worded questions (I hear my son's voice in my head "my teacher hates me!").  My confidence plummets.

Did I learn anything?  I thought I knew the material, but that percentage score tells me otherwise.  I know that I believe in letting students have more than one chance to learn the material and prove it on an assessment.  This has been reinforced.  I learned that my stress levels negatively affected my learning and subsequent performance.  Most important, I need to be vigilant that I am not creating this type of stress in my own students.

UPDATE:

The corrected version of the quiz is available and I just took a look (yes, the stress continues for me even after it is all done).  I missed 1 out of 4 matching questions and 1 other question.  Shouldn't I be losing 2 points?  No, the quiz calculated that I lost 5 points.  No matter that I answered 3 of 4 matches correctly, I lose ALL the points.  These feelings are not "graduate student" feelings, they are "middle-school student" feelings that I have right now.  Sigh, time to contact the instructor.

UPDATE:

All taken care of.